REFLECTIONS

'Tis the time of year for me to reflect back and see just where I am. I think that

I  have made some good progress, but know and understand that all is not well.

I will continue to go to my therapy next year, and I'm sure the RX drugs

will control both my awake hours and my sleep. I need to do a check in with

those still in my life and take a look at those that are still hanging

around. Also, I need to regroup those veterans and veteran's family members

that are on my get better list. The list always seems to grow at this time of

year, along with depression and suicide.  I need to say that I don't know how

much longer I can be effective helping others. David really needs

to start working on David!  Sounds selfish to me, but it is reality.  I just

flew off the handle at Sheila for adding h2o to the gravy I was making for

dinner.  She is living with a time bomb and I can't do that to her any

more.  I need to reflect back to what the power & feelings were that drew

us together so quickly 25 years ago, and work on those instead of this

PTSD crap running our lives.

Cory is going to make it!!!!!! that has to be!

Jeff is going to be OK in time, but needs that time to heal.

The little girl got lots of cards & a dream came true for her.

The waitress in Haverhill will be my buddy!!

My dad will be 90 on Jan 12, 00!  (OOPS's, that's for next year!)

I hope all the individuals on the wall are having a good time in a better

place then here.  They deserve it!

David